pain!!

there had been nothing but pain today..

it all started with this pain i have on my toe for a few weeks..
to make is worst its on both side..
i had a trip to the doc today that is one of my family friends..
well to travel with the feeling of pain on Ur toe is one thing u would not want to go true ..
but what can i do?I'm not in kuching..i don't have my car...
i walk to the taxi stand in pain!!
took the train in pain!!
and bad enough i have to walk all the way to the building in PAIN!!! 20mins walk!!
well the result from the doc was not what i was looking for..
GOUT!!!
yes GOUT...
for people who don't know what is gout...
gout is a disease hallmarked by elevated levels of uric acid in the bloodstream.
for 23 years of my life beside staying in an incubator for 2 month when i was a premature baby
i never took a blood test!
lets just wait for a few days to know what other sickness or disease i have..
after my check up n all..
i have to travel true the same way i got to the clinic
but this time more in pain..after my blood was taken..
i even have to stop at bus stops on the way just to sit down and rest..
people looking at me one kind and lucky enough cars stop for me to cross the road..
20min turn out to be 30 min walk...

so yeah now i know i have gout there is going to be some food that i cant take!!
if its for life i rather die not having all of this....
1:seafood!!!(owhh noo!!! me Crabbe!!)
2.red meat
(i don't care much about this unless pork is include ill die no kolok mee is perfect without pork)
3.BIG MAC (the only thing i eat in MC D is gone too!!)
4.alcohol (ohhhh daymmmm F me!!!.. )

so what now..???
maybe the list goes on and on and on what i cant eat or drink..
so??
should i just be a vegetarian??
hell no!!!!
so I'm going to start wearing t-shits that says meat free zone?
or alcohol free zone?
but i do admit i found this nice t-shirt lol..
but who would want to kiss me?hahahahah
because ill say sorry girls I'M TAKEN!
(see this is more like me )
well ill stop nag about all of this stuff now...
everything have a bright side to look to rite?
hey look i can make myself fit..
hurayyyy for that..
now to pull this off less than a month left
so i look good and feel good for my holiday trip in July!!
wish me luck and to get well ay everybody....
and ill be back for?
and for Netta (miss her so much!!)
dear remember you owe me that dance~~(goyang goyang *wink*)
bring it on baby..!!!
now how about a smile for a change.. do u know the song by linkin park numb?
i stumble on this...
Indonesian IDOL!
do enjoy it..



well its more like Indonesian William hung to me

love u so much dear...
muwahhhh.. soon ill b back..
-Aaron-